there was a boy who could see others only through a mirror of smoky glass. he learned to live in a world apart, with neither joy nor sadness for his plight, for knowing nothing else how could he feel loneliness? but one day, a girl shattered his glass, and his eyes became open to the world. he felt love for her flash as lightning, tearing a gash into his heart from which he could never recover. but the girl fell out of knowledge having scarcely touched his heart, and for the first time the boy felt alone, without companionship save the hole love had etched in his heart and the star sewn by spirits that would bind his hand in the otherworld. so, against tears, he pursued the fall into love as a fox might chase specks of dust in a morning sunbeam. yet his lifetime of isolation had left the boy with no common precepts for the cruel games played with hearts by those bound to society's wheel. in the summer of youth, girls sought after boys in search of fantasies and lent their devotion only to those that would stricken their hearts with mimed caricatures of their blushing schoolgirl dreams. coming of age, girls became women, and searched only for those that would grant them tame little gardens to tend. but the boy cared only for his dream of a depthless bond for the one who is loved, so he was a ghost to them. the girls had no longer time for one so dark and strange. wherein then had been his chance for love? alone, unregarded, the boy sat in a decaying tower on the edge of a cliff overlooking the sea, wishing only for the affection of one that could tear him from his icy recluse. he wondered if the spell that had been broken when first love smashed his looking-glass had again darkened his sight, for he saw no one. the numberless days were drained setting his feelings in words, his life a wash, his only friends two cats, and so he remained until his time evaporated